-Hangman

2008-11-08T11:24:00.005+08:00

Hello :D I'm finally blogging after uh, about 10 days! Anyway, PW has officially ended, since uh 5 nov where we went to hand in our GPF & all. OP was fine, though I think I spoke too fast, as always. I can't seem to slow down when talking. Still, I'm so glad that all that crap's over, with no more tiring hours of staring at words & words & doing research etc. On the other hand, though, it means that the 5 of us are no longer a group anymore ): I honestly love my PW mates alot alot. Go Supersheryl, Jazzy Wazzzy, Bazhangyyy Yanzhuuu & Autistic Jtttt! Y'all rock, really. Going through PW with them has been so lovely, despite those times where admittedly, we all know we feel like whacking each other's heads off cos everything gets so frustrating. It's quite obvious how we all have different ways of working things out, but everything has fallen in place nicely through it all (: Reading Sheryl's blog post made me feel so nostalgic after PW has ended. I'm so glad we've grown closer, plus not forgetting to mention the random & frequent periods where we get insanely hyper & start doing mad stuffs, freaking our dearest Jt out to the max, hahaha! We totally understand that it's hard for him to spend time consistently with 4 crazy girls, right. (: Nonetheless, I'm glad we did awesome ultimately. 'A' or not we don't know, but I'm sure we did our best! Yay yay much loveeee (:

Anyway! After OP on Tuesday, we had class lunch at Parkway! Then some of the girls had last min plans to go Simin Mummy's house to swim, while the rest of us went to PS to catch a movie (: The guys, uh, went LAN-ing. Vui, Peiyi, Vivian, Yvonne, Debby & I watched Sing to the Dawn, & omg, it was so damn lame. Gosh, it sent Debby slapping her forehead quite a few times, hahaha! Damn amusing. Other than the lovely singing inside the movie, Please Don't Watch It. We walked around & all, spent time talking & went to eat Gelare (: Saw quite a few RJ friends around!

Then on Wednesday, Grace Debby Peiyi Victor & I went Kbox after handing in the GPF :D Gosh, it was funnnnn! Too bad time passed too fast & we didn't get to sing that much. Headed to Simin Mummy's house after that :) Had class bbq through the night, then daddy came to fetch me & tongpang-ed a few others home :) It was a well spent day, really, I had so much fun singing/talking/walking in the semi-deep swimming pool with the others. My classmates rock :D

Thursday was spent, uh, out with my sister & mother :) Finally brought my sis to watch her promised HSM 3 after her exams! She scored amazingly well, hmmm. Anyway, watching HSM3 for the 2nd time was surprisingly interesting, still. The songs are good.

Alrightyyyyy, I'm gonna go swimming now wheeeee! On a totally random note, I love love love love love love DBSK :D :D Omg, I managed to get 2 magazines with them last night, & they cost only $6, & there're 2 posters of them inside, one being extremely mega huge muahahahaha. Their looks are the bonus, cos the best part is their voice, but to top everything off awesomely is their adorkable character :D Lovely, I'd say. I feel like a self-amusing maniac suddenly, so uh, bye :D

2008-10-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

I'm back here again, with nothing else to do but plainly waiting for time to pass....Zzzzzz I'm so sleepy & my vision is clouded, cos I'm like dizzy with exhaustion zzzzzzzz. Not to mention that I fell asleep but decided to drag myself up anyway. The only reason why I'm staying up's to wish dearest Olivia happy birthday, so if I collapse & fall asleep halfway & miss 12am I'm so gonna kill myself. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Time's creeping very slowly, & I've no strength to do other things & pass time, ohnozzzzzzzzzzzz.

2008-10-28T19:02:00.002+08:00

Who loves you more to let you go?

I'm feeling very, very sleepy now, after massive insomnia & a heavy dosage of dbsk eycandies last night. Dbsk made me very happy, though :D Watching them never fail to make me smile in front of the laptop, heeheee. Anyway, so tdy comprised of harmoc meeting, pw, & hanging out with Hoho + Woong :) :) I really love spending time with them two. Was with Hoho first, where we talked & acted weirdly cos we're both feeling out of place today. Then started playing Hangman with her at Macs, HAHA :D Woong joined us later, & we continued playing :D Stayed there for 1-2 hours + having fun :D It really is quality time spent with friends :) Totally ended my day out with bunches of laughter, yipee! Which explains why I'm thoroughly spent now. Must zzzzz early tonighttttt! Pw again in sch tmr :( The only thing that keeps me going, though, is my wonderful lovely PW mates :D Alrightyyyyy I'm gonna go watch videos/read now byeeezzzzzzzzzzz

2008-10-27T21:06:00.007+08:00

Don't make this easy, I want you to mean it

Hello hello :D I just had a veryy refreshing bath after a trip to the gym :D Feels wonderfulllll. Anyway, it's been a 3-day long weekend, & I've broken a record in months for not meeting up with friends throughout the whole weekend, in an attempt to save some money. Going out now equals to movies, shopping, buying even more books, impulse buys on CDs, stuffs with DBSK & all. So, staying at home's the best. (: Things spent on are all paid by the parents, hahaha. It's been quite eventful too, though! I finally learnt to change the water in the fish tank, clean the aircon, etc etc. Anyway, my family had a really interesting conversation today when we were outside the door, home from Compass Point. My bro, mum & I were disturbing each other verbally, you know, like ka jiao-ing each other.

Daddy: Aiyo, stop it lah y'all. So noisy. See, only the youngest (my sis) & the oldest (himself) know how to behave. -shakes head

Brother: Aiyah, y'know why? Cos the youngest is stupid & the oldest got no energy.

Me: =___________= (for a while before cracking up in uncontrollable laughter)

My mum started laughing like crazy too hahaha. Gosh. My brother sucks :O He's such an idiot!

I realised I still haven't uploaded the photos on the lovely night out at Clarke Quay with the others (Peiyi Vuiyung Grace Vivian Debby) yet, but I'm stilll too lazy to drag myself to do it. Some other time this week :D Gotta say that that was one of my best nights ever. I mean, how often do I ever get a chance to stay till 12pm+ out in the streets, romping through clothes at Club Marc (HAHA the others were so excited) & being able to see all kinds of ppl - alot ang mohs. Not forgetting to mention that there was this super hot guy preparing ~~seemingly lethal~~ alcohol concoctions in one of the bars, hahaha. It was qte scary too actually, abit dangerous! Sleeping over at the hotel was funnnn :)

Think I need to start hitting the boooks soooon! Sigh, what a sad life. On another note, I'd be glad if I could get a holiday job & earn some money, just so I can splurge abit more during the Korea trip :D I can just imagine how much cheaper the DBSK things there are, because apparently, before an album reaches Singapore, it has to go through long phases. Firstly, it's imported to Taiwan, before it reaches Singapore, because they have to do screening on its contents & all sorts of red tape stuffs. Pathetic :( That's why the Mirotic album hasn't even hit stores in Singapore yet.

Okay, blogging really feels as if I'm talking to myself. I'm just gonna stop my ramblings here, off to read some more :) SEEYOU.

2008-10-24T00:39:00.006+08:00

I'VE FINALLY FINISHED REVAMPING THE HARMOC BLOG :D Ohman I feel so happy & proud of myself :D Hahahaha looks like um I haven't really forgotten html stuffs entirely (aft moving to livejournal)

http://vjcharmoc.blogspot.com/
Look look go seee :D

YIPPEEEEEEEEEE. (Except that my back's aching really qte badly now)

High school musical 3 with Hoho & Woong later (because it's 12:46am & it's already fridayyyyy) I can't wait to watch all that silly cheesyness :D

2008-10-23T09:52:00.011+08:00

I realised that the blogger system for uploading photos is so much more convenient. Makes me want to stay put here instead of going back to lj...(very often, resizing pics there screws up its whole resolution).

So, anyway, here are some of the photos taken over the past 2-3 months or so...(: It'd probably take qte long to do the post, but for memory's sake, it's all worth it Which reminds me that I should start developing more photos already. Ah right, pic spam starts hereeeeeeeeee:

Kelly's chalet!

Teacher's Day! (VJ & SN)

Jazz & Yongyi's Bday Celebration at Glass House

(Super long ago I think)

4Justice Class BBQ (aft Prrrrromooosss)

OKAY that was like, alot! Took up quite some time (With me shuffling between doing others things too heehee) Shall upload on the night out at Clarke Quay later or tmr. (:

2008-10-21T23:24:00.003+08:00

I've decided to blog here temporarily, because my livejournal's been dead for more than almost a month now. I feel like crap now, rotten to the max & down to the extreme. I can't believe I just can't be as strong as I want to be. This is the n(th) time I've broken down for the entire month after promos ended, & I've decided to finally write it down somewhere to vent everything once & for all. My mum makes me feel like crap, & it doesn't help that she seems to give in to my brother & sister much more than she does to me. I know I sound stupid & immature, since I'm the eldest child & I Should Be More Understanding. Still, there's no need to demean me like I'm worthless. I mean, I've been trying to hold myself back whenever she becomes unreasonable, but there are times when the emotions threaten to burst at the seams & I can't help but explode at her. Y'know, like, "haven't you had enough of this" & words like that. I'm tired, really, I am. I try not to cry, but I always fail. Always. I wish I could be stronger, no matter how stupid & ridiculously cliche it sounds. I feel worthless, & it gets hard trying to fight the urge to just hit myself somewhere to get rid of the sourness inside my heart. I don't know how long fights like these are gonna continue throughout my life, cos I'm not certain I can continue getting used to it. Physical pain don't matter anymore, y'know? Emotional pain hurts so much more. I just wish I had a better temper, be ridiculously gentle understanding submissive and all that kind of crap she wants in a daughter. She never seems to understand that I'll never be like that, & I'll never change myself to be like that.

I don't know if it's just me, or it really is that I've become defensive really easily. I tend to snap at people, or feel just a little too disappointed & all when I don't do things right, or when people undermine me. Damn, it's probably a result of all that criticising & demeaning since young. It sucks when your parents don't have faith in you, y'know that? You just gotta find all that back yourself.

I hate crying, because it's pathetic. Really.

& it makes me wonder if anyone'd feel a genuine sense of loss if I ever left this ugly, fake world.

2007-05-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Relinked Again
(ask me for the link if you want to know haha)
(:

2007-04-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

These are 7 out of the 9 Piglets I have at home hahaha I have no idea why my siblings love & treasure them so much :) -shrugs. Btw, I think the stuffed toys ones are so much cuter than the on-screen ones

I don't feel like getting back to work nowwww & I just remembered there's CCA tmr oh my god

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

2007-04-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha :D Weekend well spent on er, resting! 3 cheers for the school holiday today! Honestly, I really appreciate this day off from Yucky School Life. Alright byebyeee I'm going to bathe now & do workkkkk :)

2007-04-21T20:02:00.001+08:00

I hate being taken for granted

2007-04-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

Blogger's getting so annoying. Now to sign in you've to log in to some Google account too? Ugh, it's getting not-user-friendly.

Anyway, what the fuck, some idiots should really stop pushing it too far before I get super pissed one day & scream sarcasm right into their faces. Yup, don't say I didn't warn yall.

(I know using vulgarities isn't good at all but I think it perfectly suits people like yall, ha ha)

Okay, that sounded a tad intimidating, whatever.

School's been alright though (: My tests results are improving, & today's chinese test's the 2nd time in my entire upper sec life for getting an A for a higher chinese paper. Quite embarrassing I know, & I missed A1 by 1 percent, haha. At least there's improvement! Still, today's paper wasn't exactly very hard actually.

I HATE A MATHS RAH differentiation's so tiring okay bye I'm going to practise it now

Oh, Anyway, I almost died from the lack of motivation the other day when you weren't around ): Hahaha I survived still, though

BYEBYE (:

2007-04-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Smiling just to see that smile upon your face

I haven't been in a good mood today. Rah, I just get that dreadful feeling that I'm going to have to pull myself to school tomorrow. School sucks. Tough week ahead!

GO GO GO GO GO GO GO DAOJUUUUUUUUU <3
WE CAN DO THIS -looks at the other zuzhangs! Then we can ummmm, wellllllllll, Siowyu Anges Yeekeat & I know :D A week of staying-back-until-very-late + study-alot-tests + Exhuastion= Agony For The Nights. I don't want to feel like a loser being able to finish nothing because I give myself reasons like I'm so tired already. Hahahaha ohwell I don't know what I'm saying already, but yayyyyyyyyy I love Daojuuuuuuuuuu!

I'm talking to Anges now & we're still doing homework.
Keeeeep Holdinggggg Onnnnnnn friend :D

I was looking at some stuffs from the past (like on blogs, friendster, everywhere) & I miss so many things so badly. I know some people just will never, ever, ever be replaced in my life <3 Like, never ever. My heart hurts so badly just thinking about some of these things. Hahaha eh I'm not getting emo. Oh, I still can't get over You, I DON'T KNOW WHY! RAH. It's so annoying. What's wrong with myself hahaha. Maybe it's because I just refuse to, or maybe it's because I think I shouldn't. Haha, I should really slap myself now. I'm feeling sleepy.

Anyway, sorry that I've been rather grumpy & easily annoyed these days. I get pissed at teachers sometimes too, hahaha. Yeap but friends make everything so much better all the time. Thank you for not leaving me to wallow in my own anger & frustration :)Thanks for caring.

I still miss you! Rah.

If you'd realised, I'm typing in a very weird manner tonight.

This is an extremely tall tree which is slightly slanted, and is growing very strongly, on a plot of soil near the outside of my house's window :) It looks really nice against the evening sky; the picture's not the nicest but it shows the height! (I hope) Haha, lovely tree.

OKAY GOODNIGHT

2007-04-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

蔡昮佑-我想要说

看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我
在这一切之后

(The one with a really nice smile, yay)
(Yup I listen alot to Chinese songs now yay)
(If you can't see all these nice lyrics, click View on the toolbar & select Unicoding under Coding. Thanks Hark)

First Post

2007-04-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give upppp

Hello! I've decided to move back to blogger after more than 1 & a half years of livejournal, yay. I think I'll return back there soon but well, meanwhile, I'll still be at blogspot! Um, don't ask me why it's so yellow & why I'm trying to kill your eyes. It's just one of the colours I like best (:

Anyway, I'm like bloooooody tired & exhuasted now. I'm really glad it's a public holiday tomorrow! One less day of suffering in school. For the past 2 weeks, the earliest I've ever reached home's probably like 6.10 in the evening. We've been staying back everyday for Dao Ju, which is fun but still extremely exhuasting. No wonder they say school's our second home.

Daoju's Serious-ness + Efficiency + Crap + Violence + Keesiao-ness:

This week's been rather full of debate stuff! I love watching/thinking for debates hahaha, it's so fun & interesting :D Anyway 4J lost the Eng Debate;, I was rather disappointed because we came up with so many rebuttals for the points we expected from them (& their pts did come out eventually) but they didn't say them on the spot probably due to their nervousness. Yup but I know they did their best! If I were the ones speaking I'd probably been unable to rebutt too, haha. Thankfully -looks at Debbie Tan (:

Oh & then um, yes, our school won Woodgrove for the Chinese Debate! Hahaha they totally thrashed them, seriously. So happy for koucaizu! Monica Peiyi Zi Ai Alison Kuanyu y'all rock :D Yay let's hope our discussions will get better & we'll keep on surviving (:

Plus, haha I'm rather satisfied with myself for having multi-tasked throughout the whole week. Like, revising for Chem/Physics & doing homework in between pauses during lessons. That's the +ve part of my studies. -ve part: & I studied like shit, practised damn hard in preparation for Physics test today but the qns came out like, hello, different & I couldn't answer some of them. To think I did so much just because I was striving for an A1 this time round, but ultimately the qns were like ugh. RAHHHHHHHHH you know it's damn disheartening. I'm already trying to push myself so much & work hard but I'm Still Like That.

I feel like crying.

Hahaha okay you really shouldn't be reading all the way until here because this post's so damn freaking long, it wasn't meant to be read lah. Tomorrow's going to be a fun day, one night stay at some nice hotel with my family, oh & shopping for presents with Harkhui in the noon :D Saturday's gathering at Gong Gong's house, Sunday might be some family gathering on my dad's side. Hahaha how to study & practise you tell me. Okay lah bye. (:

2006-06-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

RELINK!
I'm back to livejournal :D
Heehee thanks & sorry for the inconvenience.

2006-06-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

Darling, all of these awkward jumpstart stalling conversation mean much more to me than anything

YO! :D Hahaha I MISS SLC OH MAN. Slc was so fun! I went for both days, & I totally love Group C, the Crazy Courageous Cool Cucumbers. The whole thing was funny shit, had so much fun laughing & stuffs & crapping HAHA :D Serene, Xiang Hui, Chien Jie, Melanie, Cheryl, Shi Min, Shao Tong, Pei Yi & Kevin! Hahahah we got the most initiative group award because we volunteered to go for another talk as a group while the others went for father simon's talk! Hip hip huraayyyy :D The talk was really good too anyway, tskk I think my group is wayyyy cool. Hahahah the finale totally ROCKED. Everyone got so high & started jumping & singing & dancing to the songs, ohman. Chloe Chien Jie got SO high that she started jumping so much haha! The guys were nuts. & Shao Tong is only sec two but so cute :D & our facils Serene & Xiang Hui rock so much :D :D :D :D :D I love Group C so so much, & all their messages! Awwww so sweet hahahah :D

Anyway, Chinese Oral was okay today :) My tester was Pan Lao Shi & Wu Xiu Er lao shi lah. & urmmmm after I greeted them & before starting, Pan Kok was like (loosely translated from Chi-Eng) " Weiling later you talk softer hor, I know your voice very big one. " Hahahaha so dumb so I told her if I don't talk loudly no sound will come out cos my voice wasn't too good today. & urmmm I talked so much crap & everything that Wu Xiu Er was trying to squeeze in the qns to ask me >;\ Good or Bad? I don't know. Total crap, like:

Teacher: Students say what they learn in sch will not help them in future. Do you agree?
Me:I agree to a certain extent. If the person plans to be the owner of a fishball stall in future, what we learn now in sch will not help other than Maths. If the person plans to be a doctor, what we learn in science now will definitely help.
Teacher: -Nods & gives me a blank look.

HAWHAW I just kept talking nonsense lah, but I had fun :D Thankyou Group C for the sms-es & encouragements on the bus & stuffs! :D See how much they rock :D

I'm rather happy tonight, because I got my shoes just now :D & I'm planning to get a bag tmr yay! Shopping & cam-whoring & LD's production with Woong tmr, it can't get any better :) I am feeling happy & contented hohoho.

Except for the fact that school's reopening soon (more pressure & homework) & errr Physics SPA in the first week .... Ahhhhhhh okayyy bleahhhhhhhh >:(((

Goodbye for now! :)

2006-06-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

Qihang 2006

This Qihang feels very different from my first last year, haha.

When I was in Sec One, I wasn't a part of huahui yet. I went for the performance & I enjoyed watching it alot :)

When I was in Sec Two, the cca-s merged & then it was my first Qihang in huahui. I then belonged to koucaizu, with the fun seniors & juniors & stuffs :) Haha I didn't really feel much after Qihang, just a so-so feeling like no difference like that.

Now that I'm in Sec Three, it feels really really different. It's my second year in Qihang & I'm loving it so much. Haha working & doing things with different people have made it so special. I got to know my friends better, got to know more friends, & got to know myself better (yes, in a way.) Yay :)

QIHANG ROCKED YESTERDAY. It seriously rocked. Reached school early in the morning & then set off for Ulu Pandan CC, sat in the bus with my dearest Sally :) Then the whole afternoon passed so slowly, started falling asleep & really, REALLY sian while waiting for our ju's turn to rehearse on stage. Then in the evening omg I was feeling the tension & hyperness already.

QIHANG STARTED, the chao ji wu di pi li shua-s part was really dumb & but hahaha I really enjoyed the process & all :D Really. At least we didn't do anything wrong! & I told you the Tai-Tai's ju was damn funny, hahahah. Loved it.

Then urmm they used my shoes to do don't know what & I only had 10 mins to rush down to level one & take the lift up again to the control room right behind the audience so I went there with my socks only, hurrhurr. Bleah. Anyway Myra gave my shoes later :) Then urmmm PING AN YE DE CHENG NUO, our ju was already gonna start! OMG I was so glad & happy after that because the sounds didn't really go wrong :) Then errrr after the ju ended it was already the xie-mu, the credits part. It was so scary we couldn't possibly walk through the audience ... so Danfong & I ran to the lift & down to level 2 & climbed up to level 5 backstage in less than 3 mins I dare say & TADA just in time for She Ying Zu :) YAY! Xie Mu was so emo okay. We were already so high. When the curtains closed we started jumping & screaming & cheering like crazy. We were really high & hyper hahahah :) Then after all the jumping & stuffs the crying & tearing began, ohmygoodness.

Now I'm missing Qihang alot alot yknow. The process was the BEST. I will never forget the times, never ever. From feeling weird & awkward, sian, depressed, pissed off, hyper, hilarious-ness, numbness, dumbness; whatever it is.

Thankyou to all those who made this very special, yay! :D

Harkhui, Sally, Olivia, Ameline, Yunjie, Siowyu, Cordelia, Danfong, Kemin, Kahyee, Chuwen, Cecilia, Xiaowei, The Tai-Tais, Yuen Sin, Zhenqin, Ziqin, who have made this qihang extra extremely special :D

I will miss the sec fours this year after they leave, somehow. ):

This Qihang is really special :)

& to you, I miss you & your/our crap so much it's driving me insane hahahah.

Alright okay byebye, there's still SLC tmr bleah.

2006-06-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

{edit, 15 June 10.25 am}

Hello, I'm feeling alot better & happier this morning! After the 10 & a half hours sleep last night hohoho :D Although I woke up with my mum nagging & everything I'm still feeling good now yay. I shall start again anew! Hohoho. Today's one of my only free days & I've decided to complete many things today :) & do the longgg elect geog MYR bleh. HAHAHA now cordelia thinks of me whenever she does elect geog :D Okieee I gotta go buy lunch in a while & buy materials for doing the Barbie doll thingy, long afternoon ahead ! & badminton this saturday before qihang on sunday, 3 cheers :D I'm squeezing everything into a paragraph but I don't care it's so fun haha. I think I'll miss qihang too actually ( contrary to the previous post ), doing all the props with The People although I'm not in props group. I'll miss all their lame shit! AAAAHHH ): But still I've got to know people better during this period, yay! & laughed alot during paiju-s too hahaha. Although yesterday was nasty towards the end, towards the start, the exaggerated version of the Tai-tais ju was so damnit funny that we laughed so hard & everyone got high :D Wheeee. I think I'm quite high now, haha. Okay I shall go out to get stuffs now, byebye :D

{/edit}

All these lines fall short of what I had in mind, a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
So I just try & fail & try & try again, someday I swear I'm going to get it.

I am feeling really bad about today's full dress rehearsal at Ulu Pandan CC ): Haha I screwed the whole thing up at the tech room doing the sounds. I seriously screwed it all up okay. I was so nervous & worried that everything will go wrong that my palm was sweating so much, haha. & I started having a muscle ache on my left arm because I was so paranoid I could die there. I think I looked really pissed off but I wasn't haha, I was too irritated with myself lah. At least I've tried today, I hope the full dress rehearsal before the actual one on Sunday will turn out finee. I'm hoping for the best, haha please. I don't want to screw things up. Sorry for today, I'll try very hard during the next rehearsal.

RAAAAHHHH I'm so disturbed by today's rehearsal that I just can't feel at ease now.
This whole thing about Qihang is driving me nuts, haha. In many ways. Blah.

Anyway, thankyou Harkhui, Jingying & Sally for your words & hugs :)
I appreciate it alot, really :)

I had a nice long talk with Sally over lunch yesterday, & after lunch as well. Haha you know what I really love Sally alot :) I just feel so happy talking to her & everything just comes out lah. She looks so blur & cute but there's so much in her inside :) My meimei rocks! Haha her hugs never fail to work :)

As quoted from Debbie Soh, " the holidays are SERIOUSLY ending. " I've so much homework left! ): Thankfully I've no job attachment next week, but next week's equally busy & my chinese oral's next week too ): I really need to sit down & spend alot of time finishing up my homework, & catch up with my studies. I still need to shop bleh. Many things to do! & returning back to the good old times with my friends. Actually I ain't really looking forward to Term 3, I've a bad feeling which says it's gonna be very stressful & tiring & busy, & sucky because of the people around me (you might not know what I'm saying haha).

I need to get a life. I really miss my sec one life alot, those were the bestest friends of my life.

Haha Xiaowei I miss you alot yknow ? Sitting down beside you ystd at the cybercafe during rehearsal made me realise we haven't been talking much. I miss you so much ): Let's have recess soon okay ? Love you :)

I can't wait for Qihang to be over, before I'll go get a life & set it back on the right track. I might be a perfectionist sometimes but that's just me. Disorientated-ness has never been a good friend of mine.

Okiee this post sounds weird & it doesn't make alot of sense because the paragraphs don't even link ? Haha that's what's going on in my head now. I shall go & sleep & forget about everything for now, goodnight :)

2006-06-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

Mix & Match

Today was rather enjoyable, spent half the day at Kelly's house doing iPW :D That is Debbie, Selina, Hilda & Kelly! We're so hardworking people yes! Hahaha talked quite alot, crapped, did a bit of homework, almost completed iPW :) & yes! I fell asleep there today. We were so bored & tired after Prata lunch at Upp Thomson & besides it was so warm this afternoon! Haha Hilda describes it as Konked Out. It's the first time I've fallen asleep at my friend's house :) The only times I fall asleep when my friends are around is when Hoho comes to my house to study after school, hahaha. She uses the com & talks to me then BAM, I'll fall asleep on my bed as dead as a log :D Sleeping is such a wonder :D

Haha anyway yes back to topic. Today was fun! We called Ameline & talked to her on loudspeaker & she thought I was Debbie Soh hahaha :D Then we called Xilei & realised Jieying & Evonne were over doing some project as well ! Hahaha the phone call was so noisyyy, they claimed they were dancing in a disco (?!) tsk. However it was quite cool, like two groups of people doing proj & calling each other :D

I tell you my neighbours opposite me really make me feel like I'm in Esplanade.
Firstly there's the arts, then music, then singing.

The Second Floor People living opposite always does urm weird stuffs in the kitchen, i.e the husband always loves to errrr express his love for his wife by physical means & letting the whole world see. & my mum would feel very intimidated so what does she do ? Open the window very widely & make sure we can see them clearly. The point is to make them feel embarrassed lah. But the guy feels disturbed by this so he decides to try even harder to initimidate my mum. My mum ends up standing at the window & staring right through them HAHAHAHAHA. Oh em gee! :D

The Third Floor Uncle living opposite always makes sounds that go like " ee-orrr-eee-orrr." Why ? Cos he's an er hu teacher so he tends to make alot of noise. HAHA.

The Fourth Floor Family living opposite is on very good terms with mine. The youngest son there loves singing while bathing in the toilet, & unfortunately it's so loud I hear it so clearly.

Get my point? The Arts, The Music, The Singing.

I think I lead a very exciting life.

:D

& Goondoooo! We're the VIG-s, very important goondos yes :D Very Incredible, Invincible, all the positive I- words lah :D I hope you're feeling much better than before, teehee be happy yes :) Ding ding! Belly happy :D

One minute of reflection

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How can you just walk away from me when all I can do is watch you leave.
Cos we've shared the laughter & the pain, & even shared the tears.

You're the only one who really knew me at all

2006-06-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.

I'm updating very often, because I feel like typing now haha. Yipeee?

I'm so irritated with my mother who has absolutely no depth in her thinkings, so seemingly childish & immature. Her trigger sets off suddenly & now she's grounded me at home & I'm not allowed to go out for CCA tmr & to go out with my cousins tmr. Blahh I'm getting used to it, so there. I was intending to have a really good time with my cousins tmr & now she's speaking like that ... ): RAHHHH.

RAAAH! I'm so, SO ANNOYED.

I just hate her shit about me having not gone through any hardships at all, about having no initiative to help her out at home & about looking unhappy. Hello woman you don't even understand me, ha-ha-ha.

Other than that, today was an extremely enjoyable day! :)

Paiju today at KBCC was really fun! Hahaha Siowyu has a weird retarded laughter & Harkhui's the super kampong woman, Olivia had tennis so she left earlier! Had a really, really good talk with Harkhui & I realised we are superrr alike in our thinkings, in terms of looking at friendship stuffs lah (NOT THE KAMPONG WAY OKIE, NO THANKS HAHAHA) :D Harkhui I'll be there for you too alright? You can always talk to me when you're feeling down or even when you're feeling random/boring (HAHAH) , I promise :) & throughout the day it was filled with funny stuffs too, the dares they did were so daring! (DUH) HAHA! Siowyu the Storm woman. HAHA thinking about all this is making me really happy :)

Dinner after that at Marina South with my family, we had steamboat! Haha it was so crowded & I was engulfed in the smoky surroundings, eew. Didn't feel like eating much so I crapped alot with my brother, haha so funny! :D We were so self-entertaining hahahah. There was this table whose aluminium foil had caught fire ... so in a desperate attempt to blow it out the 4 people started blowing furiously.. then this blur woman added water because she thought it could extinguish it! HAHA she looked so cute & funny. :)

Okay enough of blogging, I shall try to catch up with some Biology now! Mrs Tan is really cute & all but she teaches really slowly & it makes me lose interest in her lessons ... which means I haven't been paying attention during her lessons \: SO I need to study the topic MYSELF & do the bio MYR qns that I left blank!

GOODNIGHT :)

2006-06-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

You've made a lasting impression
And if it doesn't feel right
Then I just can't go wrong
I've been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight

Many things to say!

Back from my trip to Chiangmai! I think it kickstarted quite cool because I saw Rachel Tan at burger king in the Singapore airport, then I realised we were taking the same plane there too haha :) Saw her around occassionally in chiangmai-chiangrai, I think it's really cool seeing someone yknow overseas :D

The trip was quite sick, I mean urm the toilets there are ... not very good lah haha. Then it was elephant camps (HAHA) & urm Long Neck Karens who have kg-s of metal on their necks because in their tribe long necks are considered pretty but I beg to differ because it is so painful & it goes again the beauty of natural creation. I didn't get to shop much, the trail was so packed ): I was so disappointed, my mum didn't wanna go out in the night hurr.

Oh but I loved the tour guide alot haha! He has a really weird laughter that's like " errr-herrhh-herrhh-herrh" & he laughs at his own joke when no one else's laughing, then he looks so comical/weird that everyone will laugh too hahaha. He's a language genuis, he's thai, his wife is jap, he speaks cantonese, 40% chinese, english & FRENCH (!!!!!!) WAHSEI HE CAN SPEAK FRENCH KNOW! & he speaks like a native! YEAP & he asked me if i could speak francais in french & I only managed an "ung peu" which means a little. I forgot the spelling of "ung peu" already lah. He rocks lah hahaha his french is so damnit good. I want to learn french again! :D

Okieeee enough of the trip!

Anyway, CCA was fun yesterday. Hahaha painting outside the huisuo & crapping so much! I've been so deprived of crapping because I haven't found anyone to crap with recently ): Haha makes me rather sad yeah. So after yesterday I'm a little happier! Hahaha there was so much crapping, about elephants having green dung & dunging when they do painting, KK (Kit Kat) Hospital, X-Men power, Ang Ku Kueh super powers (!!), Pornstar glamour YAY! :) Hahaha funny shit enjoyed myself. YAY Harkhui & Siowyu :)

Today, I caught SHE'S THE MAN with olivia in the morning! HAHAHA it was such a funny show! One of my favourites btw. The people inside are so hot & pretty & suave! Ho hum hee! We caught the 10 am show at PS, there were very few people inside, which made it even more enjoyable! Hahahah the "couple" (which consisted of a gir & a bunk) beside us was very loud too. We laughed so loudly & urmmm qiao jiao on the seats in front :D Haha I really like the movie.

Then back to school for CCA which was rather scary because I was so afraid I'd do the wrong things during the full dress rehearsal tdy. I was really really scared that it'd go wrong :O Blah there's still paiju tmr at kbcc! But tdy was good in a way too because I learnt how to apply makeup! Haha Minglu & Kahyee are so pro :D

Everybody should go watch this > Paul Twohill :D:D Goodness hahaha I think he rocks yipee. I'm not crazy over him but I think he's damn good in every way. I've watched his video like how many times already :D

Okiee I'm getting a little upset & gloomy right now because I realise I'm not as close to my friends anymore already ): Ohwell ): ): ): These kinda stuffs suck lah. I hope it'll be better as time passes ? Haha no. Aiyah I'm typing rubbish. I don't know how to say what I want to type inexplicitly. Bah okay haha forget it. & my mother just can't stop. I don't think I would survive if I don't get myself to school often, I'd just die at home. Haha okay bye!

Everything I know,
& anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

2006-06-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

Deafening silence that's threatening to kill

Hello I'm so bored now. I feel like talking to someone, but not many people are online. &@%#@*%&&(!&# !!!!!

I tried doing some work but I can't concentrate. Why is that my answers for the second chinese practice paper we're suppose to complete are totally different from the answer sheet ?! I don't understand eh, maybe there's some problem with the answer sheet because it doesn't make alot of sense to me. (Looks at Qns 19). AIYO!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE
(I still feel like talkinggggg, howwwww!
& urmmm don't ask me to talk to myself RAAAAAAH)

2006-06-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
And all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough
I could stand here all night trying to convince you
But what good would that do? My offer stands & you must choose

The previous post was depressing, but haha at least it kinda made me realise how great my friends can be :) If only Sam was still in school, I miss her so so much! (Gets very emo) Hahaha stupid Sam, she always makes my nose turn sour because she's so damn sweet, I love Sam! Yay :)

Anyway, I'm feeling rather happy today. Went for Elaine's church service Emerge at the Singapore Expo today. IT ROCKED :D Hahaha I enjoyed myself alot, Elaine. It was so cool, ermm everyone there just felt so free & happy & started jumping & singing & glorifying God as the band played SO loudly. Elaine's church is City Harvest, I admit I didn't really have a good impression of the church initially because of the big hoo-ha reported in the papers last time. But I was proved so, so wrong today :) The pastor of the church's Ho Yeow Sun's husband, he's wayyyy cool. He can speak really well & it was so interesting! His words made so much sense, made me realise alot really. Haha thankyou Elaine for inviting me there. It was so, enlightening, haha. Although I'm not a Christian but yeah you get my drift :)

Be a Daniel, don't be in denial.
Be an amoral person, not someone too extreme either ways.
& Virtue is not equals to Innocence.
Virtue is Innocence That Is Tested.

See how much I learnt today :)

On the other hand, I'm going for a short trip to Chiangmai this sunday! My hotel's like surrounded by shopping malls & there's a night market nearby, I hope I get to shop all I want to there. Retail therapy yknow. & at the same time get some stuffs for my friends gee. -Looks at Chan! I'm just urmm worried about the places of interest we'll be visiting, hmmm. & when I come back to Singapore I shall go shop somemore, yipeeeeeeeee! (That's if I have the time, bleh.)

Screw holiday homework lah. We should all start signing a petition to BAN HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. Like c'mon lah, the holidays are meant to be a time for us to catch up with our work & at the same time get some rest right ? Then what's with having so many school activities, & so much homework at the same time. The teachers should really urmm clear their thoughts & re-think the true definition of holidays.

Okay BYEBYE I shall stop blogging already, it's making me feel really guilty about not doing work now. (Look teachers, it's the consequence of giving so much homework)
RAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Everybody say Boo-Ha-Ha.

Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore

2006-05-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

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Very significantly, it's been a long time since I felt this way. I just feel so, SO wrong & I don't know how to salvage myself from this situation. Like, I don't know the reason why I'm feeling this way & I just feel like mugging the whole day & shutting myself out from the hell of this world.

Actually, I haven't been behaving like some depressed shit these days. Today was fun at the Science Centre. More fun as compared to yesterday's. Had good fun laughing alot & supposedly having retardedly low IQ because of a game, & fun playing at the shop there. Though lessons were boring but it was lovely & fruitful today. I enjoyed being with my friends alot, yayness.

However, that's exactly the thing that's making this problem of mine even weirder. It's not a moodswing, it's just that I feel empty whenever I get too much silence around me. I can't even listen to my songs properly these days, I've been stoning throughout the long train rides & I'm so full of thoughts I end up with a blank mind & argh, I don't know how to say it. The feeling's just totally terrible.

I can't feel happy when I'm home & it sucks because my mum would see that & start scolding me. What the hell lah. Is it wrong to be unhappy ? So what if she doesn't require me to do alot of housework, to do "difficult tasks" as she says? You mean I don't have a right to feel the way I want ? Most of the time she starts flaring up & venting on us whenever my grandfather goes into a bad mood. Bluntly put across, she's giving up a long-lasting relationship with her children just because of a relationship that could end in a matter of tens of years. I'm not saying she shouldn't be bothered by my grandfather, & that she should be unfilial & not give a damn, but she needs to know how to have her limits. Sadly, she doesn't. I think it's totally dumb. & she's not even willing to listen to us, she's already shut her ears from hearing facts & keeps insisting on her own memory. What the hell ?! I can't stand her anymore at times. I'm sick of it, know ? Now I'm treating whatever she says as bullshit & I don't even feel like crying anymore when she scolds me. Pathetic.

Alright I've had my fill of expressing what I've been holding inside & is unable to hold on anymore. I've already given up on myself, haha. I need to rest & wallow in some sickening mood for some time, before I pick myself up again.

Still, I'd love to keep the happy side of myself.

(I NEED A MOTIVATORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.)

I wouldn't be missing my wish tonight, haha. (:

Nothing Much.

2006-05-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

I found a letter that said:
"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"
You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.
But save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about

I love you, however, you hold me down

I just don't feel comfortable with my current blog & what I'm posting these days, haha.

Anyway, happy busy holidays to everyone :D

Raffles' Concert Day

2006-05-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

YO! Today was a very happening day. (:

I couldn't wait to go out in the morning hahahah. Finally going out for the first time during the holidays! I was so excited that I got out of the house so much earlier & was the earliest to reach there. :D

Anyway, met Olivia first at the mrt then Bing & Hoho at suntec :D We couldn't decide what to eat so we ended up with macdonalds, as always, hawhaw. Ummm yepyepp then had lunch & walked about for a while, hahaha I was feeling so happy. :D

Then Bing left, Hoho Olivia & I walked to the Esplanade to catch RI's concert. Hoho wasn't feeling very well so we stopped a while here & there, I hope she's feeling better now! (:

OHH yes I was hoping I could see some of my RGS friends, since my brother had the ticks so we just went to watch. So sad lah I didn't get to see many of them, urmm I saw Vinna at least! :D Hahaha it was so funny. I was like, " Is that Vinna ? " really loudly so she turned around, then she went like " omg, is that Weiling?" Feels great to see a primary sch friend again :D Then she told me that um this person was there I don't wanna mention his name errr I was hoping I didn't see him but I saw him anyway, HAHA. Damn everyone looks so different now :D

So many stuffs in between but I'm lazy to elaborate.

Still, I want to mention the fountain of wealth at suntec, HAHAHA :D Omg it's so damn cheeeesssyyyyy there alright. Olivia & I decided to settle our dinner with Auntie Anne's pretzels (again) & we were happily munching away when we saw the messages lasered on the fountain! It was like,

"Dar, I'm sorry for my bad tempers. Dar, thankyou for understanding. Dar, I love you very much, will you marry me ? "

HAHAHA talk about corny! I always see it on television but never once in real life. Omg I think it's so damn cool, just burst out chuckling away when I saw it. Goodness I don't think I'll ever forget it! :D :D :D

& on the way home in the bus, when my feet were already aching from my urmm raised shoes (looks at Woong) this black American guy suddenly talked to me! I was half falling asleep by then so I got pretty freaked out, haha. The RI's performance booklet was on my lap & the front cover looked like music scores so ...

Him: Do you teach music?
Me: (HUH) Ummm haha no
Him: Oh, then what's that?
Me: I went for a school's musical performance that's why. My brother's from that school so I went to watch
Him: (Peers over to look at the booklet) I see, are you a student?
Me: Errr yes I'm a student. You can have one of the booklets, I've extra (It was Hoho's, phew!)
Him: OH I see, are you a christian ? From a christian school?
Me: (HUH) Uh yes.
Him: What school is that?
Me: CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls'.
Him: What is CHIJ ?
Me: Convent of the Holy Infant Jesus (reaches out to press the bus bell)
Him: You're not a christian & you go there, why ?
Me: Cos it's near my house?
Him: Oh, that's great.

Thank euu belly muchhie :D

He cannot stop asking questions right? Hahaha come to think of it, it was quite dumb. So according to him, I don't look like a student of my age (YAY!) probably because I look old or sth to do with my dressing. & I look musically talented cos he asked if I teach music. HAHAHA sounds hard to swallow right, whatever. I would be able to watch NC 16 moviees if he was the man at the cinema door :D

Today's such an exciting day :D

-Smsed Woong almost throughout the day talking from uhhh someone she ummm "investigates" about HAHAHA & prom & heels & rubbish & worries, haha woong! (:

-Concert itself was great esp Band & CO & what the, this guy from CO was damn funny, HAHAHA! He looked so umm cool during the first song, thought he was gonna play drums or something then second round he played something very cute & started shaking very, very furiously :D We're not trying to be mean but it looked really funny :D

-I finallyyy caught 11:11 tonight for the first time in days! Hip hip hurray :D

The bad thing is I don't know if I'm going for class outing tmr! It's at Sentosa, we're just hanging around aye. So confusing, hurrhurr. I'm in a dilemma, help. AH Bing & I can't come to an agreement, Sel might not be going, Leonie don't know, & Debbie Soh's confusing me even more. WAAAH where's Lin Wei ! \: Okay I don't know what I'm talking about. BYEBYE.

soul asylum

Saturday

2006-05-27T10:09:00.000+08:00

hahaha. weiling is so dumb !
im reading her blog and its giving me the tickles. im like laughing to myself in front of the com. haha, how silly.
shes damn funny lah. she linked me yet the link is invalid. cos she put there" xanga.com/(______)" LOL ! haha. she has a funny way of expressing her love for me. HAHA. nolah. just kidding. :D hehe.
see goondo, a whole load of paragraph dedicated to YOU alright ! be happy ! :)

The above was ripped off from Chan's blog. Hahaha see she loves me so much :D I feel like smacking her head now I don't know why, teehee. Okay I love Chan alot too :D Yknow what Chan I don't like your tagboard because I have so much to type. Recesses again okay, but that's like one whole month later ):

Anyway, last night was practically so horrid because of something my parents did not do. They don't understand me at all lah. So I couldn't be bothered & slept at 10 last night all the way until 8 this morning, haha so shuang.

I want to thank my friends for making me feel so much better last night. (:

I love Rachel Ho Ho Ho Ho alot :D Haha even though I was in such a terribly upsetting mood I just felt so good reading her sms. I know Hoho is banned from the com, but if she ever reads my blog, I want to tell her I will always be there for her! We will be with you through it all because you are our friend. (: We shall work towards being good girls tgt from now onwards. I really don't know how to express it, I really feel so glad I have Hoho. My nickname part (:

I love Olivia Low Low Low Low alot too :D Haha it was so weird, she called me after reading my sms. Urrmm I was quite shocked cos I couldn't control myself lah. So we just hung up after a few seconds. Anyway, I appreciated it alot Olivia (: Thankyou so much, I hope you swing back to your happy mode okay? & that you'll feel so much happier after your tennis lessons tday! (:

Hahaha this is like what, a love declaration post. Who cares, I like! :D

Yessssyesss I think Woong was damn jealous last night cos I saw someone in town, hahaha! I called her immediately after I saw that person at Somerset. Woong was like "omg-ing" all the while. HAHA kayy I feel so great making her jealous!

OH anyone who is bored should go & watch this. I think it's super retarded & funny! I've been watching it again & again, HAHA. I like the guy on the left cos he's so good at acting weird? Gee.

Twelve years, I've held it all together but a night like this, is begging to pull me apart

Starting of the holidays

2006-05-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphor I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love

Hello :D Yay new blog! Haha I just felt like switching back to blogger, couldn't be bothered to learn livejournal's html hee. Blogger's so much easier to understand :D Oh my guestbook's up again, so you can go sign there!

Anyway, it's officially the start of the June holidays. Happy, yes no?

Firstly, I don't know how I'm supposed to tell my mum that I got a freaking F9 for my chinese. Boo-ha-ha-ha. So interesting & exhilarating I tell you, my mother's so super duper good in chinese but I just don't get her genes. She's gonna kill me man. ): Like, she's so good in chinese yet her daughter failed her chinese. Ha-ha. & my father's like, " You better be careful, how're you gonna tell her?" :O Ohno. My overall's okay, I improved by four points (hurray) but my chinese ... \: I seriously don't know what's gonna happen.

I am so annoyed with my father now. He keeps droning on & on saying internet is not good I shouldn't talk to my friends online & says I should start focusing on my studies. As if I'm not trying. RAAAAAAAAH! Parents can be so not understanding at times. Last Sunday I was studying at the Esplanade library, & he didn't even believe I was doing my work properly without even talking most of the time. Even my mum believes me lah, excuse me. I don't like this! ):

On the other hand, school was extremely enjoyable today! Hahaha recess with Selina, Chan & Jialin. Chan is so hilarious okay, she kept getting into fits of laughter while we were eating during recess! What's wrong with her lah aiyo. & it so happens she was sitting in front of me, kena until her laughing germs. She is such a dumb toot goondo :D OH & she doesn't know how to use the livejournal comment thing! See, point evidence elaboration. Conclusion = Chan is goondo-ish. :D

TODAY'S MATHS LESSON WAS THE BEST I EVER HAD! HAHAHA I'm sure all the other 3 Justice people would agree too :D I was so hyper by the end of recess cos chem test was already over! Hahaha. Then we ummm wanted to spend the last maths lesson of the term doing Mrs Yeo's graph functions dance, HAHA :D Mrs Yeo said if we could provide music then we could do the dance & stop work, & in the end we did! Hahaha it was soo funn & retarded :D Ms Praveena was walking past & umm Mrs Yeo was doing this damn unglam action so Ms Praveena laughed at Mrs Yeo. Okay I really think Mrs Yeo rocks! Lin Wei & I were walking out with her from the classroom & I couldn't stop jumping, Mrs Yeo lah! Yayyyy I'm so pleased with today's Maths :D Mrs Yeo finished teaching everything she needed to already. & she told us we must have high belts, for one hour of math lesson my belt was so high & after that I thought having a high belt is so cool lah hahaha :D It's so fun! Mrs Yeo dances to songs & mind you she dances the maths graph functions dance :D HAHA omg I think she's so cute.

That was a whole paragraph on Maths lesson :D Teehee.

After school was so busy, I had to make up for my Physics practical which I missed last Wednesday & then do the props for cca \: Thus I couldn't go for my Meimei's hostel's open house. ))): Then tmr still have to go to school early to do the D & T stuff which I suck at ): After that fund raising for CCA from 11-1.30, then PMB fund raising from 1.30-3. RAAAH SO SUAYYYYY.

The holidays are so packed & busy, hurrhurr. I need to catch up on my work, with my friends, on my shopping, movies, badminton sessions, & so much more! Haih one month isn't enough lah. This sunday I'm gonna visit the Esplanade for the 2nd consecutive Sunday, yay! I can't wait for the concert :D

I shall go & do some other stuffs now, I hopeee the holidays will be goooooood. (:

I shall mugg really hard this holiday, I've decided! I'm not gonna let my life just pass like that, I'm determined :D

believe in yourself, just do your best :D